My birthday is in 16 days.
16 more days till I become old.
16 more days till youth is just a passing memory.
16 more days to realize that despite being old like a motherfucker; I have not achieved anything spectacular in all this time.
I have not cured cancer. I have not won Olympic medals. I have not have hot kinky sex with Hugh Dancy. I have not scaled the tallest building in the world. I have not fallen head over heels in love. I have not have the balls to admit to people around me that I am a feminist. I have not rallied against oppression. I have not fought for freedom for POWs. I have not done so many things.
The last 20 something years have been a waste. A waste.
16 more days to go and chances are I am not going to change the world in any way.
Fuck this. I'm depressed.
No more post till I'm over being depressed. Or until I get some Prozacs.