Saturday, May 31, 2008

High and low


For the past week I have been having crazy ass wild mood swing. Crazy ass.






For no reason whatsoever I will get piss off with random people. Some poor dude crossing the street would be the victim of my dagger filled hate stare. And he was doing nothing else but crossing the street. Than of course I'll be really happy and I would smile at complete random strangers. Those big huge smiles, ones you reserved for friends you haven't seen in 7 years. And let's not forget the paranoia. "Why is that chick staring at me?What the fuck, bitch? Do I owe you money?" when in truth she's just checking out the ad on the wall behind me. And now as I typed this, I'm depressed as hell.






Extreme highs and extreme lows.






Moments like these makes me wonder if I really am..... bipolar.


11 comments:

Technodoll said...

The best way is to go get it checked out, hun. Bloodtests and stuff, it could be just hormonal, easy to fix...

Peter Varvel said...

Yeah, you gotta be careful.
Once, at a large company, I smiled at a coworker by mistake, just because I was in a good mood. He was someone I had never talked to before in two years, and we ended up going out, which was NOT my intention, simply because I had smiled at him by accident.
The sex was amazing, though.

Quin Browne said...

nah.


you aren't bipolar.


you are simply dealing with life, and all of the madness associated with it.. college, your sister leaving, wondering what and where you are going to be...

trust me, my dear friend.


it's all okay. deep breath, deal with it all one thing at a time.


then go punch asswipe girl.


you'll feel better.

(hug)

Melissa said...

I can totally relate to this. I have been having terrible mood swings too of late. Im even pissed off at my poor lil hamster *shakes head* Must be the crazy weather and the female hormones... I know it's a lil too selfish in a childish sorta way to blame it all on the environment and our bodies but oh well, they do sound like the most logical explanantion. I dont think im bipolar n neither do i think u are one too.

Maverick SM said...

You have to control your temperament and emotion; otherwise it will destroy you.

Find things that pleases you, that can swing your mood back to normality.

Read books!!!!

Michelle said...

Probably just hormones. They can be a bitch.

Zikri said...

weed + a shit load of clive owen pics

Kerp (Ph.D) said...

extreme mood swing could well be bipolar. in showbiz, it helps artists who suffers from one to be extremely creative with their work. not sure if thats a good thing or not but artists typically known to be diagnosed by this syndrome. other popular names include jim carrey and possibly britney.

one thing we must get rid off is, the perception people tend to get whenever they visit a psychiatrist. its not necessary that only nutcases visits psychologist. so do have a check CDO...you dont lose anything.

fie the elf said...

*HUGS*

the Constantly Dramatic One said...

Techno:

Was thinking of that....

Peter:

Hey at least you got laid! There is that silver lining you know =p

Quin:

Thank you Quin. Your words put things into perspective.

Melissa:

Mood swings are a bunch of annoying bitches. What's your hamster's name? I have a hamster too. His name is Ghendut =D

the Constantly Dramatic One said...

Mave:

Maybe...but I think there's more to it. I'll get happy books to read. =)

Michelle:

Indeed.

Zikri:

You are wise, master Jedi. How are you feeling now? Can smile yet?

Kerp:

I will....eventually....

Fie:

Thanks =)